Protiletadlový- Anti-Aircraft
Patience in learning the tools of the trade
And always knowing that I have to remember to
Do tasks in the right order
Or else I will have everything
In disorder.
Remembering to keep a cool head
So that my mind can be at rest
And so that when I fly
I can surely
Be at
My best.
Outwardly I smile with joy
But inside my heart
It is like a firey storm
A battle that I will win.
Thanking God for keeping me safe
And not making me such a case
Wherein my entire journey
Thus far would have been in vain.
I am happy to know
That I can fly
And that I never gave up trying
Or else my soul would be crying.
Like how my soul was crying for love
But I learned to look to God above
And not to man for a good hug.
Extending love and kindness
To everyone that I meet.
Taking control of my life
I know I will be able
To be the best that I can be
And I know that in my heart
God will allow me
To reign with grace
And humility.
Determined to make myself a success
Knowing that without God by my side
I would surely be a mess.
Looking to man
Surely never helped me.
Only looking to God
For strength
And support
And guidance
Gave me
Abilitities to move on.
.
Very soon
People were flocking to me
And wanting to be my friend
But I politely ignored them
And went on a prayer fast
To heal my heart
From the bitterness
That still lingered
From their words
Yet I know in my heart
I forgive them
For all they have said
Because they will have to live
With God judging them
At the end of their lives
And I am sure
That is consolation enough
For them.
[2/28/2007]
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